A$&@ finally separated from his wife - I knew it was coming for 4 years before it happened... We hit the hay a couple of times.... Nothing to write home about it!! Very disappointing.. Very upsetting too.. Led down a garden path for his own satisfaction!!
I took the morning after pill twice & started taking the pill & they fucked me up big time! I was like a crazy lunatic!! Fucked up my cycles; fucked up my head.. That was in March 2013..
In August I succumbed to an illness that wiped me out for months.. I couldn't function.. Ended up in ER about 5 times, Drs every 2nd day.. Loads of tests... Nothing wrong according to the tests.. I had 3 months off work because I literally couldn't get myself there & couldn't function.. I sat in the lounge chair & laid in bed for months on end, scared that each day was my last. I was having (what I now know to be) hypoglycemic episodes numerous times a day amongst a myriad of other symptoms.
In January 2014 I returned to work.. I wasn't healed but needed some normality, some routine in my life. Every day was a struggle. Every day I was concerned about my health. I managed to work almost every day of the year.
I gained about 25 kilos this year. I've reverted back to feeling the same fucking shitness that I felt 8 years ago when I was the same weight... A heffering 145kg... My body hurts all over.. The list of symptoms totals about 30. I need my fitness & health back!
I'm embarking on the wheat belly lifestyle from tomorrow.. I'm not telling anyone, I'm just doing it... I'm looking forward to making jaws drop. I think I can lose 10-15 kg before I start back at work in 3 weeks. Fluid/inflammation is keeping the weight on.. Bleh! Looking forward to looking & feeling sexy!!
