I was given a lovely gift today.. A yummy box of lindt chocolates... I thought about giving them away so that I wouldn't eat them but decided to enjoy them instead : )
The problem with having chocolate is it made me very hungry!! I think this hunger was made worse by the fact that I didn't drink enough water today.. I only had about 1.8L... Not nearly enough do I list endeavor to drink my 3.9L everyday to avoid feeling 'fake' hunger..
So I now have 1000 calories to burn... My plan was to train tonight but my belly is sore now after consuming lots of stuff!! I'm done now with the binge!! Back in track from tomorrow.. Not going to beat myself up over this! I'm only human! I am doing really well having lost 4kgs in 10 days..
Truth is I'm a bit pissed off about the whole Wayne episode.. I just want some intimacy. I just want to have a special someone.. I have waited so long for love.. My weight has held me back... But I have also sabotaged my efforts so it's been a catch 22... Now I've reached the point where I want to lose the weight and re -gain my confidence! I'm gonna JFDI!!
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